Friday, February 19, 2010

the RIGHT decision..

in the name of ALLAH, The Most GRACIOUS and The Most MERCIFUL...

~THE ROAD NOT TAKEN~

Two roads diverged in a yellow wood,
And sorry I could not travel both
And be one traveler, long I stood
And looked down one as far as I could
To where it bent in the undergrowth;

Then took the other, as just as fair
And having perhaps the better claim,
Because it was grassy and wanted wear;
Though as for that, the passing there
Had worn them really about the same,

And both that morning equally lay
In leaves no step had trodden black
Oh, I kept the first for another day!
Yet knowing how way leads on to way,
I doubted if I should ever come back.

I shall be telling this with a sigh
Somewhere ages and ages hence:
two roads diverged in a wood, and I --
I took the one less traveled by,
And that has made all the difference.

i never thought i will analyse a poem ever since i was first introduced to it a few years ago..huh.. who knows??

it is just inevitable that we are meant to make decision every single moment in our lives..
meant, or simply- forced to make decision?
well, one of the attractions of the poem is its archetypal dilemma, one that we instantly recognize because each of us encounters it innumerable times, both literally and figuratively.

sometimes, we just could not choose everything that we wanted.we do not know beforehand what we are choosing between.. hmm.. that's just the beauty of freedom to choose."sorry i could not travel both",
is to justify the reality..

just imagine you have two bowl of soups in front of you.one is very salty and the other is less salty. the indicator has been set:
- the less salty one is the right decision.
how would you tell, which one is the right choice without tasting it?? once you've made your choice, only then you'll say,
-"i've made the right decision!!"
or,
-"i'm wrong.."

But the nature of the decision is such that there is no Right Path—just the chosen path and the other path. What are sighed for ages and ages hence are not so much the wrong decisions as the moments of decision themselves—moments that, one atop the other, mark the passing of a life. This is the more primal strain of remorse.

have i made the right choice??
only time will tell...


p/s; i've just made a very big decision in my life..very, very big.. no, i'm not joking..i'm dead serious.






Sunday, February 14, 2010

SURAU, MASJID dan........CICAK..??

Dengan nama Allah, tuhan Maha Pemurah, Maha Mengasihani.
Memandangkan ini post ana yang pertama, ana nak bawak antum semua ke realiti surau dan masjid di malaysia.

Lokasi: Masjid Sungai Isap fasa 3, Kuantan Pahang.

Secara umumnya, masjid2 dan surau2 di malaysia ketandusan jemaah2 untuk setiap waktu. (solat jumaat dikecualikan) apabila dihitung kira, puratanya tak sampai 50 orang setiap waktu. tak kiralah betapa besar nya sesebuah masjid itu, saf yang digunakan secara holistik hanyalah saf pertama, kadang2 saf kedua, skali skala saf ketiga, jarang2 saf keempat, dan sangat jarang sekali saf kelima.

Jadi, untuk meramaikan bilangan jemaah, pelbagai cara yang dilakukan ajk2 masjid2 dan surau2. termasuklah di KYUEM, muscom telah menganjurkan kempen Jom Ke Surau.. Berjaya kah?? hmm..
Nak dijadikan cerita, semasa ana pergi ke masjid sg. isap ni,ana pergi lah meninjau2 papan kenyataan kat situ, alhamdullillah, Allah temukan ana dengan artikel ni:





tujuannya adalah untuk menggalakkan kanak2 untuk pergi ke surau. Atas rasional yang sama, mahu meramaikan jemaah.

Reaksi ana:

1) tergelak seorang diri...haha
- agak kelakar la kejohanan ni. pertama kali ana dengar. Alhamdulillah,sekurang2 nye adik2 yang sertai tu dapat pahala.. ye lah, malam jumaat, lastik cicak.. siapa kata malam jumaat kene baca yassin je??
=)
- lagi satu, kurang la tahi2 cicak yang bertaburan di lantai2 masjid..

2) agak sedih dan 'down'
- ana terlepas utk menyaksikan kejohanan tu.
- mana tidak nya, cicak lah yang meninggikan statistik bilangan jemaah masjid. selalunya solat subuh, jemaahnya katakan lah 10 orang.
- jom buat kira2,
* imam+muazzin+3orang jemaah = 5
* mak ayah cicak, abang cicak,kakak cicak dan adik cicak = 5
* total jemaah, 5+5=10
- bila cicak2 ni smua terbunuh, huh..kuranglah jemaah masjid..

apa2pun kredit harus diberikan kepada AJK masjid berkenaan atas penganjuran kejohanan yang sangat unik dan bermanfaat.

p/s: marilah kita sama2 bermuhasabah. bilangan cicak (yang kita tau sejarah hitam penglibatannya dalam hijrah baginda ke madinah) di masjid2 dan surau melebihi bilangan jemaah yang terdiri daripada umat2 islam (yang mengaku mencintai sunnah nabi Muhammad s.a.w.)